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[Blubberbutt]

I just basically stopped caring. I got work and stuff to do around here now, when I have free time I'd rather read tumblr or watch youtube videos because I get more enjoyment out of it, and of course it's that old shit again, where I don't any feedback to anything here anymore, cuz it seems like whenever I post 90% of the time it gets glossed over or whatever (I mean, my last few posts here I've TRIED to start up a convo only for others to just post other random stuff and it just never picked up). Even if it's not true, I just personally feel tired of tryin to be active here for nothing, at least on Tumblr/elsewhere I get feedback on stuff and can talk to people.

But mostly it's like, I work 4 days a week now, 4-1 every time I work. I get to bed at 2am, get up at 9am. Usually spend the morning with Shippo doing stuff with him, when he's not around I'm cleaning up or doing said other things. On my days off it's the same way, I'm either hanging with Shippo all day or doing stuff that makes me FEEL like I'm at least being acknowledged or doing something worthwhile in some way. I at least visit and see if there's anything I can comment on, but usually I don't feel like it/don't see anything.

I wasn't even gonna really post this, and just kinda stop showing up, because people like Chaos/Mad/whoever seem to think me being upset that I don't have any attachments here means I'm whining or whatever, but I figured since you wanna know I'd let you know my POV anyway.